Crazy Day :P

So... I only have my permit, and I'm 19, right? Haha, so I have to take my mom to Wal-mart, and I have to drive the rest of the way to my college by myself, which for me is kind of scary because I'm not sure if I'm ready for it yet. Everything goes pretty smoothly, the drive there, the class, and getting out of the parking lot and onto the highway. As I get to the highway, I see some guy like waving his arms like a maniac at something, and I am so stupid I didn't catch on it was me! Then, I get out onto the highway and my COKE!! falls off the roof of my car and in front of someone to my left!! It was so funny, I laughed and the person driving looked over at me and smiled. I totally had so much on my mind, I forgot I had placed my Coca-Cola can ontop of my car! Who hasn't done that though? Oh, and state troopers scare me when I drive by myself... I feel as if they know... lol!
I have been watching Travel Channel for the past month now, and let me tell you, it's addicting. I love traveling, so it's sort of refreshing watching this channel when you're stressed out. It makes me feel as if I'm in a new and exotic place. But I've noticed, shouldn't it be called the Food and Travel Channel?? Almost all of the shows are based on food, and I think there's more to traveling than just eating. I also really love the Ghosts and Ghost Adventure shows (even though GA is a little too much)! I want to go to the Stanley Hotel so bad. Who else loves ghosts or Travel Channel??

Well, boo hoo

Georgia beat Tennessee, and by the looks of things South Carolina is going to beat Alabama too!! This is not a good day... not a good day at all. Especially for my boyfriend who is in the Pride of the Southland Marching Band <3 I'm so proud of him! He works so hard.
Other than football drama, I had a great time with my best friend Keri ^.^ We ate Mexican (yummy) and went to this pretty cool little overstock store with unique little items :)
Well, to start this Saturday evening off, I'm going to present a few little football goodies for you to enjoy!

Have you seen these?! They're football shaped Tostitios!! How cute is that? And these Dr. Pepper bottles :P


And for Tennessee Vols nailpolish lovers:



Of course ALABAMA nailpolish!!



Isn't Victorias Secret just amazing? They have the cutest stuff for your favorite teams!

Alabama:

Alabama VS Pink Cardigan - 49.50



Alabama VS Pink Straight Leg Pant - 39.50



Tennessee:

Tennessee VS Pink Cardigan - 49.50



Tennessee VS Pink Straight Leg Pant - 39.50



Georgia:

Georgia VS Pink Sports Bra - 26.50



Georgia VS Pink Scoopneck Tee - 29.50



Arkansas:

Arkansas Bling Pullover Hoody - 68.00



Arkansas Bling Varsity Pant - 58.50



Arkansas Hipster Panty - 10.50 each



These are just a couple of the SCE football leagues that I am presenting cute things for... If you would like me to present more on here for other football teams, PLEASE TELL ME :)

One more thing... I was flipping through my TV, and I noticed that on MTV now there's a show called Lingerie Football League. Umm, I thought MTV (MUSIC TELEVISION) was supposed to be about well, music. I'm sorry, but it seems to me that TV stations have no creativity anymore, so they put trash on there now. Just my opinion :O

I really wish I could...

Write a new post everyday, but my silly laptop doesn't get internet for some reason... We tried to set up the connection towards the company that distributes our signals, but that doesn't work. My laptop has never been able to get on the internet at my mom's house, and it stinks because I'm there all the time! I want to post some pretty pictures and things that I have recently found, but I can't :/ I'm on the internet at my college, and they don't allow unecessary picture saving on their systems. Oh, well :/ At least I can update on how things are going! I will soon update my whole page, and I can't wait! How have things been for ya'll since I haven't been on that much?

My Alter

I have 3 blogs now!
This one is for my more girly and creative side
Psychology/Neurology is for my more serious and informative side
And the ramblings is for what it says; ramblings. They may be pleasant, they may be depressing, but read at your own will.

Anyways! I'm going to try to get back into the swing of things here on blogspot. I have two new favorite songs now; Teenage Dream by Katy Perry and Deuces by Chris Brown! I'm excited because I haven't really liked anything new that has came out in the past couple of years except for a few exceptions.
My day was pretty good, I talked to my mother about some issues that were going on inside of my head, and that really let a lot of stress out. I had to take a test in my American History class which I hoped I did well on! I really have an urge to go shopping.
Btw, I would like to introduce a few new trends this fall that I would like to try!

- 1970s hair! I love the 1960s and 70s anyways, so this is an exciting trend for me to try! I have the tools anyways, so it won't be a problem :)
- More feminine silhouettes! Yes! I love feminine things, and when this was introduced into the fall trends, I was very happy. I thought the 1940s, 50s, and early 60s were just so classy (Audrey Hepburn? Jackie Kennedy?). Those role models made me proud of my femininity.
- Flats! They have been in for quite some time now, but they never get old!! I have a ton as it is, but I want some more :D
- Mod! As I have said before, I love the 1960s, and bold prints and styles make me happy. I also love crazy and unique looking things, and let me tell you, the 1960s were superior for that.
- Natural/Golden makeup pallet - I never really liked bold eyeliner on me anyways because my hooded eyes made me look strange. I will definitely be looking forward to going home and looking through what I have in my makeup collection.
- Clogs? Perhaps. I like them okay, but weren't they popular back in the 90s? Retro? Wow, the 90s have become retro now!
- Low back/low necklines - I am getting to the age where I can actually wear these things! I think low back-lines and neck-lines are so sexy, and I would really like to go shopping to find these things!
Does anyone know where I can find things like this? Greatly appreciated!!

Well, that all I have to write for now, as I have to get home (I'm at my college computer room, bleh)!

Have You Ever Felt You Had Just Gone...

Insane? I feel that way all the time. I think I need to see someone to talk to. I'm so anxious and I can't stop worrying. Never. It's impossible for me. I stay awake at night because so many thoughts run through my mind, and they make me worry even more because I'm not sleeping.
So many problems, so little time.
I get so nervous, I start shaking. I actually have little interest in social interactions (even blogspot). I get so nervous talking to people, and that shows in how I present myself to people. I am what you call the wall-flower. I have low-self confidence, and I usually keep my eyes averted downward. I want to change that though. It feels as if there's a bubble around me, and it's getting smaller as time goes on. I yearn for social relationships, but I avoid them because they scare me. I know, this doesn't really help my circumstances talking about this, but I need to get it out. No one cares about anyone else's problems, right? Haha.
It's shit like that that makes me so inverted.
I care about people's problems. I listen to people all the time. But it seems as if I don't matter to them. It's as if I'm just there for comfort, but I can't have any problems. It intimidates them. It makes them less secure. But I have problems too dammit!! I need someone to listen to me and to understand me.
I'm not going to go into any more detail about how I think I'm crazy, because I'd rather not talk about that. Hypocritical, right? HAHA!! I want to talk about my problems, but then again I won't!
I don't know what I want. I'm confused. I want this, but then I don't want that.
While other kids my age talk about celebs and movies and rap singers, I like to talk about the weather and the news and other things most kids don't know or care about. I feel so alone.
And when I become interested in something "cool" like fashion, no one wants to talk about it! Maybe I have more information about fashion than they do? Idk.
Facebook is a crock of shit, isn't it?
You have 500+ people who don't give a shit whether you're happy or not. They only want you to make themselves look more popular. I add a lot of people because I actually give a damn.
Sorry for the rambling...
no one cares anyways, right? haha

Something I've Noticed...

About myself...
I feel as if I'm changing from being a nervous high-school kid into a secretly daring young adult, you know?
I want to try new things, I don't care what. When I was in psychology class, my teacher told us about the phases of our lives in which we wanted to experiment or we already knew who we were. Back then, I thought I knew who I was, you know? I was this pure, troubled, smart, tight girl who tried do dress her best. But now I'm beginning to feel that I need a change, and that I still need to search for what I can be. I'm still troubled because I'm scared of reaching out, but I'm also scared that if I don't take the chance, I'll regret missing it. I'm kind of dissapointed in myself because I thought I knew what I wanted and who I was, but I don't.
I want to try new food, try new experiences, try new clothes, try new everything! I'm scared I'll do something stupid though...
I'm such a worry-wart and I can never make up my mind on how I should think. Haha, but who does?
I'm ready to get out into life and experience new things and for people to just stop mentally limiting me on what I can and cannot do. Just because I'm a girl, just because I was born without a right hand, just because I'm short, just because I've never had the experience, and just because I'm young! For you adults, don't you remember when you were young? You wanted to experiment? I know most of you have grown wiser, but let us find out for ourselves what we want in life and how we want to get there. Please?
Another thing about my situation is that I live in a small town, and people tend to gossip and judge. Which in some ways, I don't care, but I also don't want to get myself into a place that will lose the respect of the people I care about.
I just don't know...

I'm back!

It's been since January that I've posted anything, and I am so sorry! My senior year in high school was such a fuss, and I needed all that I could to concentrate on my work. Summer is here, and I am happy to say that I will be writing a lot more!

Any suggestions on the next topic?